"There's a light up ahead"

I don't have therapy today, it has been months since I've had a Tuesday to myself. It feels strange. I'm 95% sure about my decision. My heart skips a beat in a bad way when I think about the repercussions of it. Sometimes though, the right thing is the hard thing and I think this is one of those times. Still I can't help but experience a strange sort of relief when I think about it, still I am calm and peaceful.

I'm growing up; a bit more honest, a bit more true to myself. I can see my progress. The way out of the cave. And am still prodding slowly through the thick muddy road to freedom.