Monday, March 30, 2009
paint puppies
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Curtain maker
Friday, March 27, 2009
Bird on a wire (post two)
Here is our overgrown grass (more weeds than grass) and the old broken picnic table the seller left.
Game Night (post one)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
cleaning house
We have done so much work on the house, but it doesn't really show. Taking down wallpaper to reveal pocked walls isn't very satisfying. We just need to paint. Once we paint I know I will be in love. But painting isn't as easy as it seems when you have to also texture the majority of the walls. I hate being the people in the rich neighborhood with the cheapest house in town (literally). But at the same time, it doesn't matter all that much. Everyone on our streets understands (I hope) why we don't mow our lawn, there is just too much to do in the rest of the house to think of mowing the lawn and we don't have a lawnmower. Not sure why I have all this self consciousness about the house today, maybe because we are having friends over tonight.
In other news Amelia is gigantic now, she can actually jump and reach the kitchen counters (a big no no). But she is a good girl who hasn't had a bath in about three months (I know, stinky).
Ok now to cleaning...Catherine get to work!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
journals
Now with these along with my planner, I should have it all together. But the truth is, I don't. I'm as lost as ever. Oh how we fool ourselves into thinking that writing everything down will get us motivated and put together.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Lady Madonna
I'm feeling rather creative tonight but I don't know what I want to do. Lately I've been sort of down creatively. Lots of ideas but I don't know exactly how to make the things I want to make. I'm not very good at any of it, I just do the best I can and to be honest I don't feel like my best is very good anymore. Its rather depressing. Once again my "hard time" creeps in between me and the things I love. Tomorrow I'm going to spend some time working in my craft room which should be good.
Off to bed. Goodnight!
Monday, March 23, 2009
rock n roll
Sunday I was sick so we just relaxed, survived a power outage in the house (you don't realize how much you need it until its gone) then Ron went to teach a class and I took a little nap. Last night we watched The Godfather and went to bed early.
I'm feeling a lot better this morning so I'm going to do some cleaning and then go buy a new journal and some other goodies with Ron's poker winnings from Friday night, which he so sweetly gave me half. Happy Monday!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Housekeeping
Winnifred chewed up my leather journal (we are watching her while Paul and Laura are in Vegas). She is so cute though, its hard to be upset for long. So now to getting a new journal and trying to salvage this one.
Tonight we are going to a punk rock show in Berkeley to see our buddy Jay. It should be fun but I can't remember what punk rock kids wear these days so I'm just going in jeans and a blouse and my western looking flats (I know totally punk teehee). I used to be such a punk rocker in the 90's, baggy jeans, plaid, spiked red hair and chains. Funny, if that version of me could see me now I bet she would think I am totally uncool. I feel old today.
Friday, March 20, 2009
The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Why we need a maid
Here is my Spring cleaning list:
- Finish the laundry (confession: I have been trying to work on this one since before we moved)
- Clean bedding
- Sweep all the horrible dust bunnies
- Vacuum the evil rug from Ikea that creates all the dust bunnies
- Mop
- Dust
- Clean the bathrooms
- Buy the Lord's Prayer Cross from the commercial
- Just kidding
- Clean out the fireplace
- Finish unpacking from the months ago move
- Redecorate everything
- Clean the kitties room (yes the kitties have a room of their own. We figure we owe it to them since we have two evil dogs)
- Organize laundry room
- Organize my closet
- Clean crafting room
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
plan girl
I was out with Shannon Friday night and she convinced me of the glories of keeping a day planner. So I picked up this cute turquoise one and started it on Monday. Each night before I go to sleep I write out everything I would like to do the next day and keep the planner by my bedside so when I wake up I have a little motivation to get out of bed and get going. I keep shopping lists inside as well and its just the right size to fit in my purse so I can take it with me.
Monday, March 16, 2009
"say something new"
Its been another down Monday for me. I'm just in my pajamas trying to relax. Monday's are hard because I come down from the weekend and I always have my therapy appointments on Tuesdays which I dread with a passion all day Monday because they are so difficult and tear jerking. But I'm trying to keep it together as much as I can.
Ron and I have decided to start eating better in general. We are going to have one meal a day where we can eat what we want with portion control, and then the rest of the day is smoothies, cereal or a small salad. We are also going to start taking a walk every night together when the weather allows. So woohoo. I love eating healthy but lately it just seems like we eat out way too much. I also love baking cookies and other goodies so that causes trouble, got to take a baking break...boohoo.
Friday, March 13, 2009
A picture and a poem
Its cloudy and dreary out today. The perfect day for a little poem. This poem is by John Berryman from The Dream Songs:
171
Go, ill sped book, and whisper to her or
storm out the message for her only ear
that she is beautfiul.
Mention sunsets, be not silent of her eyes
and mouth and other prospects, praise her size,
say her figure is full.
Say her small figure is heavenly and full,
so as stunned Henry yatters like a fool
& maketh little sense.
Say she is soft in speech, stately in walking,
modest at gatherings, and in every thing
declare her excellence.
Forget not, when the rest is wholly done
and all her splendours opened one by one
to add that she likes Henry,
for reasons unknown, and fate has bound them fast
one to another in linkages that last
and that are fair to see.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Quilt puppy
Isabelle looks quite contemplative on the brown square.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
complaint
The dogs are soundly sleeping, Ron is teaching a class and I am here thinking, always thinking--about life. About all the things I want: want to do, want to feel, want to create, touch, taste, and how hard it is to get there, to get to those damn rounded high holy things that seem to forever abate me.
There is so much to do and so little time and energy to do it. The worst part is the lack of energy, the desire to always sleep creeping through me. In order to do things I need a maid, a nanny, I need to get better. Too bad getting better takes years. But progress is being made, slowly, surely, and all the other descriptive words you can put next to progress.
I want to do so many things, things that I don't know how to do anymore. Its like my brain swells with everything that is going on that I forget how to do the simple things. Paint my nails, clean the house, finish my quilt, meditate and be quiet--for God's sake find some quiet. I am sick even in my dreams now, instead of the fantastic and the usual dreamland comforts, I have dreams about trying to make soup, sleeping, talking to people about the troubles I'm having. I can't get into a deep restful sleep anymore. I feel haunted these days.
Enough complaining. Now to get up and do something.
There is so much to do and so little time and energy to do it. The worst part is the lack of energy, the desire to always sleep creeping through me. In order to do things I need a maid, a nanny, I need to get better. Too bad getting better takes years. But progress is being made, slowly, surely, and all the other descriptive words you can put next to progress.
I want to do so many things, things that I don't know how to do anymore. Its like my brain swells with everything that is going on that I forget how to do the simple things. Paint my nails, clean the house, finish my quilt, meditate and be quiet--for God's sake find some quiet. I am sick even in my dreams now, instead of the fantastic and the usual dreamland comforts, I have dreams about trying to make soup, sleeping, talking to people about the troubles I'm having. I can't get into a deep restful sleep anymore. I feel haunted these days.
Enough complaining. Now to get up and do something.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Before and after
Today is a cleaning day, well some cleaning, I'm feeling rather lazy and horrible this morning, I will just brush the dust bunnies around. Then tonight Ron and I are going to go see Watchmen in imax. It should be good (fingers crossed)
I am so fabric crazy these days, can't wait to go out and buy some more for crafts. I want to make cute little make up bags with little buttons, pin cushions and everything else.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
paint chips
We are going to start painting the house on Saturday. The first room to be painted is our pink bedroom (thank god). The color is called sandlewood and is a dark brown color. It should be good.
I sewed most of my quilt together this afternoon, now I just need to put the backing on. Since I didn't cut my squares perfectly the patches aren't aligned exactly right but it still is cute. Next time I will definitely buy the special cutter tool because cutting the squares by hand is just too hard.
Isabelle has been at the groomers since eleven this morning. Poor girl. Amelia is absolutely lost without her. I will post before and after pictures of her tomorrow.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Quilty McGee
My quilt is rather, rawther messy at the moment. All sewed up seems and ragged edges but its coming along pretty well in my opinion. I'm going to work most of the day tomorrow on it, as I have probably only put about two hours into it so far. I also need to clean the house but being creative is so much more fun and rewarding.
Some goals I have:
finish my quilt
take more pictures
finish all the laundry
finish reading The Dream Songs by John Berryman
get a poker lesson from Ron
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