Ron is teaching, the dogs are sleeping and I'm here in my pjs quietly contemplating life. I have some very serious lingering questions, to note a few:
- Why am I here?
- Why am I sick?
- Why are there so many people hurting in the world?
- Why do you seem so far away?
- Why is it so hard to get through the day?
I prod, ponder and pummel, with few answers as of yet. First, I am here for Ronald. Second, I don't know why I'm sick. Third, because of the fall of man. Fourth because he is God and damn mysterious. Fifth, because I'm sick. Those are all the answers I have and I keep holding on.
I am happy about the following things:
- His soft skin
- Silly puppies
- Good friends
- Fabric and dolls and creativity
- Gorgeous flowers inside and outside the house
- The thought that maybe God is out there somewhere
- Disneyland
- Fresh strawberries in the new fridge
Ron is teaching, the dogs are sleeping and I'm here in my pjs quietly contemplating life. I have some very serious lingering questions, to note a few:
I am happy about the following things:
No comments:
Post a Comment