"I'm awake in my room"

Here is a picture of me around the same time last year at Disneyland. My hair is a lot shorter then, I was thinner, but in many ways things are the same. The biggest similarity is that I'm still struggling with my illness. Still searching for balance in a body that has gone chemically haywire.

In happier news. Today is my darlings birthday. I'm so happy he exists and was born. He is such a wonderful person. Such a joy to know. To have, to hold. He has grown so much from the boy I knew at twenty three and I am so proud of him. And he's still in love with ice cream cake (which I think is quite cute).

Now to cleaning the house up and getting ready to have lunch with my Melanie.